Whewww!

Not breast cancer. Gosh that sounds like sucha dirty word. Nasty mean and hateful. Yuck. But what I have are firbercyctic breast tissue.Guess what the remedy for it is? Slow down on the caffiene. I can do that, you can have pepsi and you coffee but you cant have my life,lol. I have lots to blog about, our 3day weekend, our new pup and school starting, but I think I will spend the fews days I have left with the kids home with them. I am sure I'll be here Tuesday morning, whining about how much I miss them,lol. Hope you are all doing GREAT!

boobs

Well I have a mamogram today. Please keep me in your thoughts for peace and whatever else I am going to need. Lately I have had sore tatas, and I thought well maybe since Aunt flow will be visiting soon that is why they hurt. God knows nobody pulls on them and I dont have a kid around to breastfeed. Well I waited for them to stop hurting and waited some more, but they seem to be hurting more intensly and more often. So I was feeling my tatas and found a knot if you will in my righty that felt warm, and thought Oh great, lovely lumpy and saggy! LOL. Well I called to make an appointment and they couldnt get me in until Oct. I asked them what they thought I should do, they recomended I go to Urgent care and have a mamogram set up. So I am waiting for them to call me with my appointment to have my poor little girls squished in torture device. The Dr. at urgent care said it doesnt seem to be the characteristics of breast cancer, but she wants me to have them squished because after all you can never be too sure. She also said that drinking caffiene can cause hard spots, so no more coffee for me or pepsi. Or atleast in very small quantities and most DEFINATLEY not every day. So I am going to start buying coffee lotion and smelling the CRAP out of it.Anyway thats my update in my little corner of the world. So I dont care how young or old you are PLEASE squish 'em! Heck make it a game let your signifigant other squish 'em for you.

A year ago.....

Wow, well we have been in Washington for a year.In some ways it feels like this has always been home, in others it feels like yesterday that I was bawling my head off crying and sobbing saying to Mike I cant do it, I cant leave my family.It feels like yesterday that I was avoiding the look in mom and dads eyes, knowing they were disappointed in me for leaving them. Even now, I feel guilty. Guilty for putting us first. But you know something everything happens for a reason.Bad things sad things scray things and happy things. God has a plan behind all of that.
I can honestly say that while I was saying WE WILl HAVE A HOME BEFORE NEXT CHRISTMAS, I was quietly thinking in my head, will we really? What if we dont? It would have been alot easier to run back to California. LOADS easier, if we didnt get this house we probably would be beack there now.But we arent, we are here.
Working growing living being. Being a family, and counting on each other.
We did it!! Together, we havent had to borrow from family, we havent had to go without. God had his hand in this the whole time. He made the way.He blessed us, with some good people by putting them in our path, even the ones who turned out not so good, I am thankful for. Cause there was a lesson there.
So I do not regret all the months living in ghetto land, with sex in the back yard by drunk teenagers and yelling people running down the street. That rough road led us here, that road led us HOME.

Warning LONG post

Well what can I say besides I am glad to be HOME. The kids and I left EARLY thursday morning for california. We knew we would drive to Weed, Ca and spend the night. I swear the kids were PERFECT that day. Friggin perfect. We stopped in Kenniwick,Moro ( a town i will drive to again soon for my own lonley vacation) Bend and somewhere else before we got to weed. But MY GAWD when we got to our hotel we were STOKED!! Ohhh to be out of the car, I was half tempted to stay at the hotel a few more days just to give my ass a break. So anyway we swam our hearts out at the hotel and had PBJs for dinner. and the kids were out by 730!

We got up friday at 545AM!! their choice not mine. We got to Aunt Debs about noon where were we got back in ther car for Olive Garden, Autumn and AuntDebs "place". At about 3 we decided it was time to surprise Papa. Well somehow he had an idead we were coming, but they were still happy to see us. Unbelivably happy.

So I sent out a message on Myspace to let everyone know we were down. Guess who called? Um no one from our "fam" cept mikes 1 aunt Amy, who is the best anyway.
, I got to see all my neices and nephews.So thats what I wanted

So on this little vacation I went a few places, mostly AuntDebs and moms. Saw Gmay May and Amy, and my sweet friend Corie and Shelbie. Got to meet my neice Miley, who looks EXACTLY like her sister, who I swear should have been a redhead, she has that evil grin on her face ALL the time!!

Dad ended up in the hospital and Mikes mom ended up in the physc ward.Mike and Kris came down and then we came home. But we brought 3 stow aways. My Nephews Sean, Jimmie and Tricia. I am SO glad they came home with us. Totally HAPPY.It was nice to have a baby around and nice to have Tricia around again , I missed that crazy bitch.And let me tell you she is nutso.In a good way. We took the kids to the Water Park, and they had fun. I sat out and held the baby the whole time. She got to spend some time with the kids and they enjoyed SO much having Sean for almost two weeks.

My poor Kyle cried all day tuesday. It sucks to see your kids hurt.So all in all it was a drama filled, BS smelling grand ol time.I got to see the people who actually give a shit about me and the kids.BUT I was SO happy to be home.I am so happy to be home. So we are getting back into our routine of early bed and daily bathing,lol.

Vacation?

So I decided it was time to go to california, for Vacation. Well I am telling you now I will NEVER call it a vacation. More like a month long headache.
Lots of it was good, but lots of sucked ass.
I am tired and will fill ya'll in on the juicy details later.

My strange fascination

With Graveyards, I have never understood it, but they have ALWAY "spoken" to me. The headstone of this little girl, Lula M Lavender.
The name Thompson, not part of our clan, but a Thompson. One day my name will be above that one.
And last but not least The Honey bucket, comeon its a shitter. Nothing sweet about a shitter, right??

Other than that I have been hanging out,enjoying the first 2days of summer with my rugrats. They were SO MAD this morning when I woke them up at 6AM to go to the dentist. Our first day of summer break? WTF mom? Just kidding they didnt say WTF, if they did well they would be sorry.And i probably would have laughed,cause the other day they did say MYOB to each other. GAWD thats SOOO 90s.

I have been watching MsDPs house while she has been away discovering america with her own family. I have to say,I love chicken poop. And the sounds goats make.
Anyway we will be heading to california soon and we are excited!!

Rosanne Barr

I was watching Comedy Central this morning, which is odd because I never have the TV on in the daytime. But she said something that I thought was HILLARIOUS!! So I thought I would share.

I love PMS it is the one time of the month I get to be my TRUE self. LMBO

So be your true self today