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So since I was a little girl I have always tried to bargain with God.Please God if you dont let me get caught I'll go to church,please God let me be whatever Please God do for me and I'll do for you. It shouldnt be that way.

And I am trying so hard right now to not do that.

We put an offer on a house yesterday, basically it has it all.I wont goin to details until we know if our offer was accepted. Please pray for us.And for me,for my sanity and patience. I am trying not to make promises to God today, but this one thing I know I can promise and stick to,this house or any house He gives us I promise I will make into a home. OUR home. I will respect it and the preciousness of getting to have it. I will make it a loving and safe home for my family. I will take care of it. I will be thankful and am thankful now for even getting to TRY.



Today is also Kyles birthday. My babyboy is 9. NINE!!! I only get to have him for 9 more years (if I'm lucky ,he will love me the rest of the time,lol) It is so weird.I am going to go into his class around 2 and sit with him.

I miss everyone at home.

Ugh

Well since I have been a bad blogger, I guess I should update.We had our first snow!! The kids LOVED IT! I haveto admit,I did too. : )
Next Blog will be about my Surrogacies, andour search for our Home!!
Until then...........................................

We are OFFICIALLY looking for a house!!! After being married 10 years(well in a few weeks) We are becoming actual grownups,lol.It is every word imaginable, scary ,exciting, strange,and SO EXCITING!!My FG friend DP is our realtor,Thanks so much miss diary princess!!We looked Monday andI just didnt feel anything was "home"you all know thats what I am looking for. I really dont think I could be happy in town.I want land with animals,room for dogs and goats and barn cats! Even if there is just a house on this property now, we can make the rest happen.
There are actually people in this world who want you to be happy.A very strange concept for me.That a STRANGER(in this case a loan officer TG)would want you to be able to achieve your goals and attain happiness,that girl is getting a GOODY bag from somewhere GOOD when my house closes!
When I told my Dad we could start looking he said "Be careful,it isnt a car and you cant trade it in." Lol,thanks Dad for the encouragement.I hope that we can see them soon,I miss my neices and nephews SO BAD. The kids miss Nana&Papa so much too.