This blog is about us, our home by the lake, our spoiled animals and our life. Our search for middle america. My search for the past nostalgia of Betty Crocker and Beavers mom. So grab a cuppa whatever you fancy and sit your butt down.
Monday, November 5, 2007
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Home?
I posted this on MjFarm, and wanted to put it here too
I guess basically what/where is home. And what is the meaning of home? To you does home mean where mama is ? Or where you honey is? Where you own a home or where you rent? Is it 100 acres in the woods? Or a town house,can you really make your"home"anywhere?
I am hoping that when we are done house hunting,that it will feel like home for me. Cause right now I am not sure really where that is. I can say it is where my kids and dh are,but really we are in limbo because home is somewhere I havent found yet.I am not trying to complain,we have a roof over our head and my kids are warm.But where is home? Is it what I make it? Or is it somewhere waiting for me?
So I guess I would like to know what does home mean to YOU?
We are searching,praying,hoping, and wanting so bad!! I am sure we will run into a few snags,as wekind of already have,but thats normalright? Anything worth having is worth working/fighting for.
I guess basically what/where is home. And what is the meaning of home? To you does home mean where mama is ? Or where you honey is? Where you own a home or where you rent? Is it 100 acres in the woods? Or a town house,can you really make your"home"anywhere?
I am hoping that when we are done house hunting,that it will feel like home for me. Cause right now I am not sure really where that is. I can say it is where my kids and dh are,but really we are in limbo because home is somewhere I havent found yet.I am not trying to complain,we have a roof over our head and my kids are warm.But where is home? Is it what I make it? Or is it somewhere waiting for me?
So I guess I would like to know what does home mean to YOU?
We are searching,praying,hoping, and wanting so bad!! I am sure we will run into a few snags,as wekind of already have,but thats normalright? Anything worth having is worth working/fighting for.
Monday, October 15, 2007
Today is Pregnancy and Infant loss awareness day. Light candles tonight at 7 in honor of losses many many people around the world have endured.
I am going to be lighting 3candles, tonight 1 for Anans big brother, and 3 for the triplets.
I had a really good day,butI'll write more later when I have more time.
I am going to be lighting 3candles, tonight 1 for Anans big brother, and 3 for the triplets.
I had a really good day,butI'll write more later when I have more time.
Friday, October 12, 2007
Oct.11
Well it is definatley fall here, I think,hope and pray that the snow and I can get along!! In moving here I really feel like I have grown up.I cant call Papa when the kids irritate me, or I need to get away. I just deal.Thats what a mom should do right?/I seriously have been missing my family back home.I looked at flights for the holiday and it isnt gonna happen. When I talk to my mom I just play it off like yeah you miss meI know,cause I dont want them to know how much it does hurt to be a way from them.And I really miss Aunt Deb, she was my buddy. But I do KNOW this was meant to be.
Mike called earlier, to let me know his boss will be sending him to Texas next year for training.Wow!! For 2 weeks!! Strange how his life has just turned around and how valued he must feel at this new job. It sure is a big turn around, from WS. I talked to one of the FGs, at our chapter meeting and she said I would be surprised at who could get a home loan.So I am praying that we may get our own home sooner than we thought.Tomorrow weare going to go and look around at neighborhoods.Thenwe save evry last penny we can, andwhoknows maybecomespringI will be planting my very own garden........ I sure hope so.
I do know that next spring,I hopeI can take atrip to Moscow,ID and see MaryJanesFarm.I wouldLOVE to go tofarmfair next year...Lots of hopes and lots of dreamss..... Iguess it can never hurt to dream.... Right?
Mike called earlier, to let me know his boss will be sending him to Texas next year for training.Wow!! For 2 weeks!! Strange how his life has just turned around and how valued he must feel at this new job. It sure is a big turn around, from WS. I talked to one of the FGs, at our chapter meeting and she said I would be surprised at who could get a home loan.So I am praying that we may get our own home sooner than we thought.Tomorrow weare going to go and look around at neighborhoods.Thenwe save evry last penny we can, andwhoknows maybecomespringI will be planting my very own garden........ I sure hope so.
I do know that next spring,I hopeI can take atrip to Moscow,ID and see MaryJanesFarm.I wouldLOVE to go tofarmfair next year...Lots of hopes and lots of dreamss..... Iguess it can never hurt to dream.... Right?
Monday, October 8, 2007
ugh
I feel it coming. The COLD AAACCCKKKK!!. Last year on Christmas,I hada tank top on under a sweatshirt,it isnt even halloween and I have been wearing 2pairs of socks. Today is a crappy day, unforunatley I have had alot of those latley.It really sucks when dh doesnt understand having the blues. I have been doing alot ofcrying alone lately, I hate it. I am going to try andget some sunlights and go to the herb store and see if they have anything that might help with my "sadness"..CauseI am sick of it.Tuesday and Wednesday are good, I work at the school, those mornings,so thats nice and the kids really like it. Other than that I amhanging in there,lookin for ahome that will suit us, hopefully sooner than later
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Today
I think that today has been the crappiest so far. I am missing my family, and want SO BADLY to not be in town,I can taste it. I want to be outside with the air and sky. Not in this house, with no hopes of going outside with the quiet.I would love to be able to spend some time with Mike but quite frankly am a little tired of begging for his attention. Anyway, just makesme dream of myown farm that much harder.
Thursday, September 13, 2007
first post
Well this is my new blog, I had a myspace, but this is better for me. We have recently relocated to Washington, and I am praying for our own farm by next christmas. We live now with my brother in law,which isnt as bad as it sounds. I cant wait to plant a spring garden, next spring. For diner tonight is Brocoli,rice chicken and cheese casserole.
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